Saturday, March 17, 2007
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it's been ages since i've blog..well, i'm jus being so lazy :x .. life's still undergoing difficulties n bad cycles[me&him]..
Well wad i have to say is, everybody sees us as lovely dovey.. like how fortunate n lovely i was wit him..but e fact is not so.. i envy couples tat can intro their another party to their family frens or loved ones n shout out to e whole world tat him/her belongs to them.. n go wherever they like despite of having any worries..
i'm tired once again..i wan to let the world know tat shan's tired.. i reali pray to god to let either SHE or ME to die first i dun mind if its me but at least no one suffers in end..tat's e inner ugly of me..i really wish tat i've e courage to tell him how i feel w/o any arguin.. n how i wish i could tell him i've fallen fer another guy so tat he will hate me n carry on happi life wit HER.. but i'm lack of tat courage to lose him..tis makes me feel so terrible..damn terrible..
how long can i endure?
how long can we be together?
how long i will love u?
how long i've to suffer summor?
simpli jus qn marks..
i hate myself fer loving u..
i mean it..